Not a day goes by when I don't miss my wife.
I miss her presence every moment.
When leaving the house for office or going anywhere outside, I never forget to get a quick glance of her solo pic and our pics in the portrait.
When going to sleep, I again talk to her via the portrait for a few seconds, without fail.
And when I miss her outside home, I check out her pics in my wallet.
I miss caring for her and she caring for me.
I miss hugging her and her presence around me.
I miss hugging her at night before sleeping and kissing her forehead.
My father had a hip replacement surgery a week back and I can see my mother caring him every moment.
I so wish I had someone who would understand me and care for me by all heart. And I on the other hand would do everything possible to keep her happy.
The unfortunate part is that I can't share this with anyone. My family is quite emotional or maybe I would break down in front of them if I speak my heart out.
It's been 30 years already and I never had a commitment, with the thought that my commitment will only be towards my wife. But life seems to have other plans for me.
I hope someone somewhere is made for me.
I hope no one in the world feels such pain, loneliness and longing for a loved one.
I hope my wife comes back to me sometime, even if in the late future.
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